Anyone Miss Their Husbands?

[raisingcropsandbabies]

Such a busy time on the farm and I'm wallowing a bit and missing my husband. I try to not make him feel bad (after all he's providing for us and working so hard) and not talk to him about this, so I thought I might be able to beg an ear to vent to on here. And commiserate with fellow farmwives.
DH is absolutely amazing and I don't know how he juggles the factory, farm, and his aging parents AND us. I will be ready to jump in and help when the little ones get older, but until then it's all him. I just miss him and sometimes dream about what it's like to have a spouse go to work and then come home and be home. Then I think I'd probably get sick of him and shoo him away to "do stuff", so it's not something I'd ever really want.

I can't wait till it slows down a tad and he has half a day to go to the Zoo or take us out to eat or go bowling, or even just hang out with us for half a day!

Sometimes I feel like such a bad farmwife because of all this. I do know what a blessing it is to have this farm and live this way of life. It's what I've wanted since I was 12 years old. Some days though... Can y'all relate just a bit or should I feel like a bad farmwife???