Well hell..what do I do now?

[rachaeljohnson]

maybe find a good ob and then hire a doula...that would only be a couple hundred bucks (up to $500ish) and if you can find a new one who is still wanting births under her belt you can get a better deal. Ours is awesome and only $200. We are having the baby in the hospital bc with our insurance we only pay $100...so i just can't afford anything else...heck, even a homebirth would cost more than $100...and it makes me nervous...i know it's safe and studies prove that, but it's not something i am comfortable with.