Baby paranoia after multiple losses *children mentioned

[BellaPepper]

I didn't go through any where near as much conception and birth trauma as you and I still had the same attachment to my first dd. There is nothing wrong with being head over heals in love with your child you worked so hard to have. I didn't even go on a date without dh without her until she was 11 months. It usually wanes a bit in toddlerhood