Update in post #43! Need advice! Dont know what to do!

[mrserhabor]

So I started dating and we took it to the next level. Because I wasn't on birth control yet we pulled out everytime. Apparently we are both very furtile cause I've missed my period and got a positive pregnancy test. Yes I know we were stupid so please don't point that out to me. Well my dillema is he wants me to do the abortion pill and I don't believe in abortion. I also have two kids from a previous marriage and don't really want more at this time. I was thinking about just doing the pill but I read that an ultrasound is required and if I see the baby I know I won't be able to do it. Shoot I don't know if I'll be able to do it anyways cause I don't know how I would be able to handle it. Any advice? Anyone take the pills before? So confused, I know whatever I decide the relationship will be over...