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Old 04-30-2009, 07:29 AM   #1
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TTC. please look at my chart and tell me honestly what you think. I am feeling really down today because I am just not getting any good temp rises to make me feel this month has anything to offer. The last four or so days I have been waking up suddenly around 4-4:30am and then temping at 6. I just dont know if that would effect my temps too much. I just dont want to go through this another cycle. I have been having to use provera to start my cycle monthly and it makes me so sick and I have uncontrolable bleeding to the point where I cant even go to the store. Is this all really worth the stress and heart ache? I love my children but I really feel like this is placing tons of stress on my family. I just dont know where to go from here. Thanks for letting me vent! www.fertilityfriend.com/home/2458f4

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Old 04-30-2009, 09:57 AM   #2
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I am sorry you are feeling so down! Looking at your chart, it does look like you may have O'ed on cd 16, but your temps aren't super clear. I hope that this month works for you!
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thanks for your input and support. I too am at a loss because O seemed so obvious but now I am so confused. I just want to scream.
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You can scream. There is no rule book that says stress can't = screaming. Maybe take a drive when hubby gets home and scream your brains out! No, I'm not joking. I think we hold things in too often and it affects areas of our lives that are in no way related.

'cause I was hoping you'd have the BFP in our group.
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tashena,
I am going for a drive for lunch to sell some of my nb cloth diapers and to get out. To make matters worse I have my friends four children for two days becuase she went out of town adn her family bailed on her. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Maybe it is just PMS i dont know.
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4 on top of your 5? WOW! You are SUPERWOMAN! You deserve a medal!!!!!!!! Gold one.

Maybe you will have a nice relaxing drive where you can think and ponder and talk to God. He knows your heart - just pour it out. It always feels good to me to tell Him. I just read this morning in my Bible in John (I think) where it says He (Jesus) was there before you, so He knows your pain and how you are feeling. Of course, that is my improvised version - but you know what I'm trying to say.
I hope you have a great drive.
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Hugs to you mama. TTC definitely gets overwhelming. Maybe your waking up at 4 is affecting your temps....it is frustrating not knowing for sure and feeling like ttc is a big guessing game.
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Thanks Mamas for your kind words. I had another Temp drop, but also sudden awakening, so I have no idea what is going on. I had a very small amount of pink blood when i wiped this morning (sorry tmi) but no cramping like prior to af. I did take an equate yesterday and got a very convincing evap. line after the time limit I think. Took it before I jumped in the shower, checked it when I got out and thought I saw a shadow of a line and just threw it under the sink. The line is still there, dont really know how evaps work. I will probably test again later today. So I guess only time will tell. GL today mamas
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