Diaper Swappers

fluffybunsdiapers · 06-23-2011, 01:56 PM

I haven't read anything as it is too emotional for me to do so-but I wanted to let you mama's know that I am getting a tattoo to represent my little lost bean. I went to the dr. and she said I looked fine and that there was nothing that could have been done-the baby implanted incorrectly and wasn't getting enough nutrition

but on to the tattoo-
I was getting one for my daughter-her infant handprints made into palm tree leaves on a desert island with her foot print in the sand and her name next to it now she is adding a cresent moon in the back ground with a baby angel sleeping on it-when I get it done I will share with you mama's if you'd like to see it. Gosh I am tearing up just typing this-but felt I should update.
Brian is still out of the picture but he did atleast contact me to appologize last weekend-we have talked twice since but-idk-it won't ever be the same I don't think-he said he freeked out and didn't know what to do so he ran- well I hope all you mama's are good and healthy! Best wishes to you all!

Sweet_Fantasy_Fox · 06-23-2011, 02:01 PM

your tattoo sounds really nice mama, I'd love to see it once it's done. I am sorry your going through this pain.

vittoriosmom · 06-23-2011, 02:32 PM

I hope you are dealing ok with all this... An the tatoo sounds like a good idea to help with the healing process...
Men are this way. They run and lock themselves in a cave and come out when they think everything through...

momof3boys1girl · 06-23-2011, 03:10 PM

Oh id love to see pics when you get it done. Im so sorry mama

Men are some thing else sometimes.

mmmarmalade · 06-23-2011, 04:53 PM

I'd love to see it too

Men suck sometimes.

solarbabies · 06-23-2011, 05:01 PM

Oh I wanna see when it is done, sounds beautiful! I have never had a tattoo and am not to into it, but someday I might do something small that has something to do with my kids.

You must be having such a hard time.

fluffybunsdiapers · 06-23-2011, 05:29 PM

Thanks Mamas-I love you all so much! I was starting to do okay-until Brian crawled out of his hole and it brought it all back-that and with my coteacher being pregnant and she is due a week after I was-but she lost one of her twins so we grieved together and my best friend just miscarried a week after I did-it was a very rough time but-our babies are playing in heaven together. It will probably be a little while before I can get it done but I had to share with someone and even though I wasn't here long-I feel connected to you ladies. Hopefully I will be back on this part of the board someday with a happy ending! When it is done I will be sure to post a pic-its going to be pretty big but its on my thigh-I have three other tattoos-I am waiting for the sketch right now but happy healthy prayers to all of you mamas! Thanks for being there!

sasra_nu · 06-23-2011, 05:36 PM

Alicia - I have thought of you and hoped you were doing okay. The tattoo sounds like a wonderful idea. I would love to see it too! I don't have any tattoos yet, but if I were to ever get one, it would be a tribute to my child(ren).

06-23-2011, 01:56 PM	#1
fluffybunsdiapers Registered Users Formerly: paulzangel Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 1,051 Ratings: 41 Feedback: 100% My Mood:	So... I haven't read anything as it is too emotional for me to do so-but I wanted to let you mama's know that I am getting a tattoo to represent my little lost bean. I went to the dr. and she said I looked fine and that there was nothing that could have been done-the baby implanted incorrectly and wasn't getting enough nutrition but on to the tattoo- I was getting one for my daughter-her infant handprints made into palm tree leaves on a desert island with her foot print in the sand and her name next to it now she is adding a cresent moon in the back ground with a baby angel sleeping on it-when I get it done I will share with you mama's if you'd like to see it. Gosh I am tearing up just typing this-but felt I should update. Brian is still out of the picture but he did atleast contact me to appologize last weekend-we have talked twice since but-idk-it won't ever be the same I don't think-he said he freeked out and didn't know what to do so he ran- well I hope all you mama's are good and healthy! Best wishes to you all! __________________ AliciaIn love with DF Michael Mama to Renee' 1/08 one bean in Heaven 5/11 and cautiously expecting my RainbowGIRL!!!!!9/12

06-23-2011, 02:01 PM	#2
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06-23-2011, 02:32 PM	#3
vittoriosmom Registered Users Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Henderson, NV Posts: 972 Ratings: 56 Feedback: 100% My Mood:	Re: So... I hope you are dealing ok with all this... An the tatoo sounds like a good idea to help with the healing process... Men are this way. They run and lock themselves in a cave and come out when they think everything through... __________________ Joanna In love since 2003 and mama to 2 little bugs V 11/25/08 and A 12/30/11

06-23-2011, 03:10 PM	#4
momof3boys1girl Super Moderator Formerly: mOmof3 Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North Texas Posts: 21,473 Ratings: 792 Feedback: 100% My Mood:	Re: So... Oh id love to see pics when you get it done. Im so sorry mama Men are some thing else sometimes. __________________ SAHM to DD(7/05) DS1(12/06)DS2 (4/09)CLW at 28months and Newbie S 1-13-12...BFF to my DH since 10/03 12 week loss of twins "04" I sell scentsy Nothing tastes better then skinny. 79lbs gone 21 to go ISO:OBGE

06-23-2011, 04:53 PM	#5
mmmarmalade Registered Users Join Date: Jul 2009 Location: Rockies Posts: 1,037 Ratings: 7 Feedback: 100% My Mood:	Re: So... I'd love to see it too Men suck sometimes. __________________ Wife, friend, lover to Danno , (5/03) mommy and referee to Anson (12/05) Lucas (4/07) and introducing Jonah 1/12 Marmalade Baby