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Old 11-30-2011, 11:43 PM   #1
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Uh-oh guys... **UPDATE**

...I've been bleeding since about 4:30pm. I went to pee and then there were small clots and stringy tissue. I'm trying not to get amped about it since there's nothing anyone can really do if I am miscarrying again. Also, I've been having constant backaches and strong period cramps. It's hard not to get your emotions tied into it yk? Especially since I know that everything could be fine in the end and all of the emotional turrets is just exhausting. Huuuhhh.... So was not expecting this...

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Well, last night I was standing by my bed folding towels when I felt something drop in me. Hard to explain the feeling. My body had the urge to bear down a little so I ran to the loo and after a couple of seconds, what looked like a rehydrated raisin fell out. I scooped it up and it definitely looked like I passed It. Surprisingly, I handled it really well and I didn't fall apart. Inside I was devastated but I think an overwhelming relief came over me because the back pain and horrible burning tummy cramps vanished immediately. As of now, I just have some minor cramping as if on my cycle and my bleeding hasn't stopped or reduced. I think I'm gonna call for an appointment tomorrow to see if I can get in there before Christmas...

Thank you ever so much ladies for being here and for those who prayed or thought kind thoughts my way. I'm extremely grateful! DH has been excellent as ever in giving me proper perspective although several miles away. He says that when he gets home (he's been gone 6 months and comes home the week of Dec 14th ) we're gonna name our little bean since we believe life starts at conception and go out just to kinda "reset" a bit. The last miscarriage really did me in and made me ask questions that never really are in my nature to ask. I was genuinely angry and bitter! But, I thank the Lord for His peace that surpasses all understanding and for an outcome that was truly and exactly how I told Him I'd like it to be!

I want to encourage you ladies that sometimes God can put more on us than we can bear (or think we can bear)! His word only says he wouldn't when it comes to temptation and that he would always give us a way out. But, he never promised that he wouldn't allow stresses that would realign our focis to make us even more in tune with Him, our life, and our world. I know "He's got the whole world in His hands" without a doubt and that will be enough for me. I squeezed my kids a little tighter last night, I let them stay up waaay past bedtime, and I laughed so hard at all of their craziness and quirks. To be honest, I trust that my bean didn't make it because it was necessary for some reason and I'd rather lose 'em like that than to the craziness that's in this world. That's just protective mama talkin'! But, all in all, guys I'mma be okay and I'm sure you'll see me around! I'll be back to check on you all and those yummy babies!

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Old 11-30-2011, 11:46 PM   #2
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:hug: I am so sorry mama Prayers that your little bean stays sticky.
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Old 11-30-2011, 11:49 PM   #3
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praying for you! <3 I still get fears of m/c even though I saw a heartbeat.
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Oh man, I am so sorry. I know the emotional rollercoaster first-hand now. Hang in there!
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Old 12-01-2011, 09:49 AM   #6
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I'm so sorry you are having to go through this.

I had a bout of bleeding/passing clots at 6 weeks. Freaked me out to no end...since I've had 2 m/c before.

I had an u/s the next day and they could only find the gest and yolk sac measuring 5 weeks. I haven't had any other u/s since and really want one...but I'm trying not to stress over anything.

I hope it's just "normal" pregnancy bleeding.
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Praying your little bean sticks! Keep us updated!
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Praying for you & and baby.
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