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Your life doesn't have to be a wreck to be an alcoholic. My mom is like your husband. She is a preschool teacher, goes to the gym 6 days a week, then comes home every night and "relaxes" it used to mean a six pack of Bud light at least a night. My dad took her to a casino one night and got smashed, was an *** to my dad, he had to carry her out and she thought she had alcohol poisoning so she stopped and lost 5 pounds(she is a tiny woman) and thought it was great! Now she has switched to red wine at night to relax, but she turns into a big B word if she doesn't get it or if she has too much. When we visit, if I leave her with the kids at night I make sure it is a night my dad is home to help out in case she relaxes too much, ANYWAYS, no one would ever know she drinks every night, she is a quiet , hard working person. As far as your husband that is probably why he thinks it's OK because it isn't affecting his daily life, it will be hard for him to stop and he may be mean for a while. Is the drinking his way of self medicating his anxiety?? If he won't do an AA meeting, maybe meeting with a private counselor would help. Good for you for standing up for yourself and your kids. stick to your guns and he will come around.
This is so my husband. its like he has to justify it always. always has an excuse why he DESERVES to relax with beer. It is so frustrating because not only do I have to deal with it but my children do too. Ugh. and yes yes yes I think a lot of it is self medicating for anxiety but he refuses to get help. im working on getting him to see a doctor about that in itself. I see that improving before his alcoholism. Thank you for letting me know your story!

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Oh mama you aren't the only one. Me and my dh ran a men's home and a womens home for the first two years of our marriage. What you just explained isn't uncommon. You did the right thing, putting boundaries. Now you just need to stick with it. What I would suggest is finding a support group for you, that will help. I hope that helps a little.
im going to start going to Al-anon next week!!!
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Hi mama, I hope this is a wake-up call to him. You said its not really effecting his life, but it is. I mean you are *almost* ready to leave him. I'm not prego and am not a part of this board but thought I'd weigh in because a few years back my hubby and I were in a very similiar situation. But he refused to admit he had a problem, said I was the one making it all up. It was like we were having the same fight over and over again, and things just didn't change. I finally hit a breaking point and almost did leave, that is when he suggested counseling.

The counseling actually woke him up. It was so hard for my DH to continue to rationalize his drinking w/ a 3rd party there listening to his excuses and debunking them. I would have to work late and I'd come home and could tell he had been drinking and he'd hide the alchol and lie about it. He was watching our kids and it scared me. I remember the counselor asking him if he would hire a babysitter to watch our kids if he knew they were drinking on the job and my husband said of couse not. And the counselor just waited for him to make the connection.

For my husband it was a way of escaping, but I refuse to believe that he can't control it. He made a choice to drink every time.

Anyway, I came to the realization a couple of years ago that my DH will not ever stop drinking completely. I know we all think of AA, and in the movies they never touch the stuff again, but that just wasn't working for him and I'm actually o.k. with that because I feel he has it under control now. After he cut back on his drinking we would continue to get into huge fights about it because I wanted him to never drink again. But then one day I realized that really he was doing so much better. He was down to drinking only once or twice a month, and mostly at social gatherings. He no longer hid it from me and stopped drinking when he was home alone w/ the kids. So I made a concious decision to be o.k. with this. If he needs it every now and again to escape, I'm good with that, but I'm with you, if he had continued on his drinking almost every night of the week path we wouldn't still be married.

Like your DH, my DH is a great father and a great husband and I love him very much... and luckily we have worked through this issue. I hope the same for you guys.

Hey mama, I'm from Wisconsin too.... are you in the Milwaukee area by chance? If so I'll PM you the name of our counselor.

Thank you so much for your story. I appreciate it a ton!! really I do. It is so helpful to know I am not the only one. I feel so alone with this and I dont really have friends in real life so its hard to have anyone understand.

I am about an hour north or Madison.
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First of all good for you for talking to him in such a great way! IT is very hard.
Second of all go to Al Anon, it will give you so much peace and insight. It has helped out my mom and me and my dh as well more than I ever thought. Live life day by day, encourage him, congratulate him, be his best avocate but since you laid it out for him you CANNOT back out on what you have said. Keep us updated!
Yes, I was realizing that if i give boundaries I have to keep them.. so those were my bottom lines and I dont want to leave, but if it comes to it, I will. The kids are the most important here, and being pregnant again, i worry so much that OMG maybe hell be drunk when i go to deliver. How embarassing would that be!

I am going to start going to Al-anon.. its on Wednesday. im embarassed to go but I need to help myself help him!
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my ex husband is a hard core alcohollic but he tried to stab me with a screwdriver..so i left and divorced him. we filed june 4th and our 2nd daughter was born june 13th...its been tough...but it is so much better this way. PM me if you need anything. advice...whatever!
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From one alkie's wife to another... I know how it is.
No no noooooo it isnt fun at all. Its rough. We could always talk... shoot. I know there are times I just need someone to understand.
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Hugs mama! My aunt went through this for years with her husband but with drugs. She prayed and worked at it and prayed some more and he is now an even greater upstanding sober man and their marriage is great. Have you had his social anxiety treated? Perhaps if you get him treatment and counseling for that and maybe counseling for the alcholism too that'll at least be a start. Maybe he'd be better with private counseling than a group AA meeting. I know I would if it were me. I applaud you for being so upfront with him and stubborn about fixing this and staying in the marriage (since he isn't abusive) because it is fixable. It shows great strength on your part and your kids and husband are lucky to have you. I hope you two get this worked out but I do suggest finding some kind of outside help, even if it is just an accountability partner for him who has been there before because there will come a time when he will want to regress and won't know how to not do that.
I want to sit down here in the next few days and talk to him about possibly seeing a counselor or doctor. I know he would be embarassed, but I think maybe he will realize that if that gets under control his drinking will most likely follow. Hes a great man he really really is, great father, and loving, just annoying as hell when he drinks and obnoxious and loud. Ugh. I have actually told him one time.. "I wish you would just beat me up so it would be easy and I could just leave". I was upset of course but man. this is so hard. and that would make it so much easier to leave.
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Ok, I'm not in this forum so I hope you'll excuse me, but DH is a recovering alcoholic. He still drinks on a very rare occasion (like twice a year) and is a depressed drunk. He can't have just one, he has to get seriously puking sick and still doesn't stop there. Back in the day he used to make himself throw up because his stomach was full and he wanted to continue drinking.
One day a friend at work found out he was going to get smashed because it was his daughters b-day. he got near poisoned levels every June 6th. His daughter was born when he was 17 and even tho they had been dating for 5 years and sleeping together since they were 14, thier child's mother was from a very christain family and said that DH has raped her and that's how she got pregnant. She also tried to abort the baby.
That friend mentioned to him that maybe he should get a cake and celebrate her b-day with friends rather than getting wasted. That year he did, that started his road to recovery. It's been 10 years since then and he is still recovering. We still have a cake every June 6th Just for her (even though my b-day is the 10th that one is only for her, whether I get one that year or not) 6 years ago when we met, he was still a drinker but only a couple times a month. When we got married he had something better to live for. Plus we have now found him a hobby to "excape" (like you I NEVER get to exscape, NEVER). He goes to the garage and builds halloween props from junk yard crap. he's pretty good at it too. No matter how hectic it is here, I always go to the garage when he calls to see his latest invention. Like a kid, even if you could care less you have to act very enthused and awed. Men need alot of positive reenforcement
All I can say is to find what his triggers are, and try to find a better solution. Find him a hobby, or a bowling league or something not alcohol related that he enjoys and can excape from life with. It's not fair by anymeans when you have 10 min a week away from the kids and that's to pick up groceries, But eventually it'll get tot he point where he'll be willing to give you a break every once in a while. I'm still waiting for it, but he's getting there and m entioning that I should have an excape hobby.

Good luck mama, and all the hugs in the world to you!
OMG im so sorry about that.. wow. But thats great that your husband has found an out. my husband needs a hobby but he gets bored so fast. I dont know how many times i have boughten things to help him. spendy tecco RC cars, painting supplies, books, playstation 3, motorcycle... yeah.. its all so spendy. andthe only one that works is the motorcycle. It is just so hard because for him EVERYTHING is a trigger.

thanks for your input hun!!
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Oh and with any addiction there will be good and bad days. Days where he'll relaps, but they should get farther and father away. It's been a year since DH's last binge when he didn't make Chief. he didn't make it again this year and spent and extra hour in the garage that day.

And kudo's for not loosing it and yelling, especially while pregnant, you deserve an award!!!
I was so so so mad and upset and I wanted to. My blood was boiling but we always fight and yell about it. I thought if i was calm he would take me more seriously... and I think he did.

A day at a time. yes for sure!!
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my ex husband is a hard core alcohollic but he tried to stab me with a screwdriver..so i left and divorced him. we filed june 4th and our 2nd daughter was born june 13th...its been tough...but it is so much better this way. PM me if you need anything. advice...whatever!
Ooh lordy im so sorry. Man I just dont know what to do some days. I dont want to leave my husband, I dont but if it ever got to that Id walk away in a heart beat.

I will definately keep you in my thoughts if I need to talk. Although I wouldnt wish this on anyone, I am glad to know I am not alone with this.
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