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Old 04-28-2009, 11:51 AM   #1
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I just need to cry. My hormones are going crazy. I've not seen AF yet - she's due any day now, but I have signs she's on her way. I see all the BFP - and want to be happy for them, but inside I'm breaking. I really want to be happy for the women who have struggled - many more than I - and now have a LO on the way. Just feeling down - very low. Hope your day is going better. Pity party over.

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Don't worry, I'm totally there with you. it's heartbreaking... but don't give up mama. Accept the things we cannot change... blah blah blah. I have to make a decision to be happy every day, otherwise I just get dragged into depression and it's not good for anybody.
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I know. Each time I look at Elijah, my heart smiles. Then I think my heart wants to smile @ another child. He fills my day, but it's just hard sometimes.
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Tashena,
I am sorry you are having such a hard day. I know how you are feeling, I have been feeling that way too. When I lost my last little bean, my friend was preggo and didnt even want the baby. He is now 6 weeks old and she doesnt even hold him. I just want to scream at her. Its is really hard to see these BFP but remember you too will have a day that you get to post your BFP, and how happy you will be when that day comes. That is what I look forward to every day. HAng in there, as hard as it is.
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Thank You, Christine. I just happened to be holding Elijah when I read your post and couldn't stop the tears from forming. He's a miracle.

That was just what I needed. to you for being such a great support to me.
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Oh, you're not alone in feeling that way mama. Its totally natural to feel that way too. If you didn't want another so badly, it wouldn't bother you to see all these other lucky ladies get their BFP's

It will happen, hang in there One of life's hardest things to be patient with for sure! I have zero patience, and the wait nearly kills me some days!
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I hear you, Mama. There have been some days that I couldn't even extend myself to say 'congrats' via the internet to other Mamas with BFPs. We all have our moments... see my breakdown post from yesterday, lol.
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I understand completely, I am tired of evap lines of tests and then getting crushed when your really not pregnant. I just think that sometimes I don't think I can do it anymore. One day I don't wanna do anything, the next day I want nothing more than to get pregnant, then the next day, I just wanna cry.
I have a girl at my church who had a baby just recently and I still cant look at that baby girl, I just think I am suppose to have a baby too soon. I should know what my baby is right now(secretly I know it was a boy). Its just so hard. Its been two full months since my loss and next month I am gonna bring out all the stops. Here's to hoping next month is all our months!
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Here's to next month Megan!!
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I'm sorry for your loss, Megan!
I have a friend who gets pregnant by thinking about sex - it's incredible. I know the Lord works in our lives, and I trust that. It's just so difficult since we didn't really "try" w/ Elijah. We decided we were ready for children and he was here. The Lord was good to us - and saved him @ birth. I trust He knows what's best and just have to have the faith in Him I ought to about the situation. It's MUCH easier to give advice than to take my own.

Thank You all for your input. I'm very glad that I'm not the only one who sometimes finds it hard to be happy for others' BFP and joy.
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